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[Feb. 1st, 2005|09:09 am] |
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love is broken... or am i? |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|03:16 pm] |
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oh yea, time to groove baby |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|12:08 pm] |
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one AMF and magically im a professional dancer |
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| before i die.... |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | switchfoot - this is your life | ] |
i WILL learn how to wrap a present |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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life is good |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|11:12 am] |
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| | safety dance | ] |
i'm so confused. everyone has different advice. i can't discern between truth and emotion in my heart. i’ll go to bed with my mind made up about something and wake up with a completely different outlook. if i follow my “heart” i wouldn’t so completely let go. but i know that will only lead to more pain. if i do what i know will make me heal sooner than later and stick to my guns, following the decision i’ve made , it will be the hardest thing i have ever done. but i think i will feel better about myself for it, and for the first time in a long time i will fell like i’m actually making up my mind… but even if i feel good about myself for making up my mind, i’m not sure if i’ve made the right decision. i’ve never felt so tempted by a telephone before. why do i care so much now when i had been feeling like i had been losing interest for so long. all i can do is pray and wait. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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| | relient k | ] |
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| broken |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|04:05 pm] |
i've never felt like this before. its the best and worst things that ever could happen in life all at once... i want to cry, scream, shout praises, sit in a dark room by myself, be loved, to love again, have a relationship with God, understand, see the big picture, hit a fast forward button and get it over with, hit a rewind button and try to do it better, to be real for the first time, to stop crying. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2004|10:29 am] |
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55ish minuits o' power |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|11:45 am] |
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| | muzak.. again | ] |
surfing at 5 am. "tough stuff, lesson learned" |
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[Jul. 24th, 2004|11:28 am] |
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! i hate decisions. especially life changing ones. |
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[Jul. 20th, 2004|12:16 pm] |
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| | oldies but goodies (muzak at work) | ] |
i love how talking simply talking to old friends causes a burst of nostalgia. all the feelings and dreams of those moments passed briefly seem new again. two years ago seems to turn into yesterday . its weird to think that in a couple years some conversation will bring back the feelings of the dreams of today that i will have forgotten.
ps. i love disneyland |
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| um |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|03:50 pm] |
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im not sure i like this whole posting ur innermost thoughts on the internet thing... i need some modivation |
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| liar |
[Jul. 15th, 2004|07:00 pm] |
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i need to apoligize for that last entry, it was very misleading. it was actually mickle that wrote that, not myself... yes, yes, i know you have been deceived and for that i am deeply grieved. fret not, for mickle shall be disciplined accordingly. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 15th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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im moonie. this is my livejournal. |
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